I was drinking all night. My head is ready to explode. Where are those fucking painkillers?
I look at myself in the mirror. Just like yesterday...I am lost.
The man in the mirror looks back, waiting for advice from me.
The bottle is empty; the gaze is wondering and forgets to return.
The silence of the room becomes a weapon that is slowly killing my mind.
Why did they kill you? They've done away with you right in front of my eyes.
I thought I had more time... I arrived too late…
This town has become a poisoned apple. Beautiful on the outside, rotten and spoilt inside, under its perfect skin.
I didn't save you. I didn't save anyone. I have done nothing. I am useless.
It's my fault. Anyone who would have tried to warn me, I would have paid no attention to them.
With every passing moment, I thought that I am closer to the truth. It seems I was wrong.
I should have listened, but I’m repeating the same mistake over and over again.
Stay calm. Look for a quiet place in your mind. Just like in your dreams when things were not working out right, you always used to find a quiet place.
The sky is also crying. I am cursed. I leave behind only misfortune.
I thought I had everything under control, but they tracked me down instead.
It's time to pay bastards...
Why did they kill you? I'm blaming only myself for this.
I couldn't keep you away from me. I was selfish.
This is going to be ugly.
Everything will be very loud. There is no point in hiding it.
I'll crush your heads like a thunder.